僕は折れない！

こんいちは！

Yes, I'm watching an anime, haha 😋

It's actually a re-watch 'cause the anime is Tonari no Kaibutsu kun, my favorite anime of all times.

Why? cause it's funny, shoujo, crazy, original and captivating.

The story and the characters are really well built up. Too bad there wasn't a second season. 

I've read the manga and the rest of the story is really cool. I would love to see it turn into anime.

Ah, I've been doing quite well in my course. There was a surprise oral test and I passed it. Could've been better if the date was set before but that's no excuse, I gotta study more.

Ah, Shishamo just released a new album: Shishamo 4!🎉🎉

They also released a music video for the song 明日も (ashita mo). From the few words that I could understand and the melody I liked the song. Hopefully someone will release a translation soon.

Hmm, I guess that's all I have to say for now. 

These days have been good and I'll work hard so they keep up like this.

またね！💤

 

Songs of... January=

Heyy, just realized I forgot to make the last three month's songs list.

But here's january's list. That's good, right?

1. Santana, The Game Of Love
2. Starset, My Demons
3. AOA, Excuse Me
4. Girls's Generation, Trick
5. Nickelback, Too Bad
6. Blink 182, Not Now
7. Blink 182, Dammit
8. Millencolin, No Cigar
9. Millencolin, Penguins and Polar Bears
10. Millencolin, Bullion
11. MIA, Born Free

On a good day of youtube exploration I found these old songs (1,5). There's not much to say except that they're great. Especially Nickelback's song cause it has a feeling that only the songs from that time had.

Also while I was exploring youtube I found these old songs that are actually new to me (6,7,8,9,10). Those blink songs are ridiculous but good, just like their songs used to be. Not that they are bad now ( of course not!), but it was a good phase of them. Truth is, was there ever a bad phase? haha.

The song 2 I listened on a fan made video with scenes of the movie "I Am Not A Serial Killer". And it matched so well with the movie and specially with John. I loved listening to it while reading the second book: "Mr. Monster".

The fourth song is a GG's song from The Boys album and what I liked the most was to hear Jessica's voice on a GG song that was new to me, since I know I'll never be able to hear actually new songs of her with GG.

The third song is a new song from AOA. At first I didn't think much of that song, but what made me download it was the two raps parts of the song with Chanmin and Jimin. And the chorus is not bad so, good to listen.

At last, the 11th song I knew through my sister, since she's quite a fan of MIA.

This song just sound so punk and live that I had to have it on my phone.

And that's actually it.

So, this is the list of january.

Quite a bunch of songs, right? This is probablu because I've been feeling anxious and s little sad about my studies on the new course I'm at now.

And the more bad i get, the more songs I need.

Is always like that.

But I keep on going and that's what matters.

Hope to write here sometime soon and goodbye!

So many emotional days

Hey, it's february!... And I feel down.

The reality it's just been too real and the fact that I actually exist and that I am capable of doing things is weighing on my shoulders.

The necessity of seeking help is increasing and I kind of already have but it's only available in march. I wish it was much closer.

There is a clinic I know about and maybe I could go there.

All that would take is to look for it on Google Maps...

I probably should do it.

During class, I can't think straight, and it is hindering me to learn.

Ok, it's decided: I will look for help.

I can't flop up this chance, it got to be now.