こんにちは。 This week I committed the stupidity of not paying attention on the amount of my medicines and my antidepressant ran out so I had to stay without it for some days. I didn't think it would make a big difference in my humor so fast, but it kinda did.
I got kinda sad and started to be emotionless and irritated at the same time. So I asked my mother to buy it for me and I'll start taking them again tomorrow. I guess I'll have to use them for a bit long time, maybe years.
It was bad feeling like that again, but at the same time I could remember how I used to feel. It's weird to be too happy cause that's not who I am, I guess.
I'll try to control myself better not to be too happy cause it's no good. And it's not myself, so I shouldn't do it. Being too happy. There are other things I should focus on.
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Anyway, I'm happy that the month is coming to an end. There are things I want to buy but without being charged for it next month cause my debt is already impossible.
👆This is a new song from Blink 182 from their California Deluxe album (that I'm already wishing). It's simply great. Well, that's all. Let's hope for time to pass unexpectedly fast. バイバイ😴
So finally March is over and I can release my Month's music list!😀
The number of songs were a little more normal this past month: 10 songs.
I guess I'm getting back to normal.
And I have good news (for me). I finally could buy new earphones for a price that I won't have to pretend my death because I can't pay it :)
And it's the same model than the other I had, but different color.
It's metallic green. Very rad.
So with this I will be able to listen to my songs and ONLY them when I ride the bus and train. I'm looking forward for not having to listen to people's voice anymore.
And about the songs: ⒈ - Maybe I've already mentioned it here but I'm re-watching skins first season and at the last episode the cast (weirdly) sing this song. The lyrics actually combine well with the story and characters so I really liked this song. Though the lyrics are quite sad. Someday I want to run away like Cassie and listen to this song while I'm leaving. ⒉ - This song just makes me more anxious to buy this album from Blink 182. I love everything about this song: the rhythm, the lyrics, their voices, and the atmosphere it brings you to when you listen to it. And being an antisocial myself, I feel honored with this song. ⒊ - I found this song while I was looking for another song that I heard in Skins. I never actually got to find that song but I found this one that made me satisfied enough. When I listen to this song I feel like I'm in a 80's living room with a fireplace and with a man in a suit. And maybe he sings. Don't know. Anyway, this song is just beautiful. His voice is so comforting, I almost feel like I'm listening to him live. Lovely. ⒋ - This song is also from Skins except that this time I found the right song. Basically because I used TrackID. Well, I like this song because it's a simple song to listen to. And the slight sadness that it brings is quite nice. ⒌ - This song quickly got into my Mostly played list of my cellphone. I saw some people complaining of the auto tune of the chorus, but I liked it. Makes his voice different from usual and it's good to listen to. The lyrics are cute too. ⒍- Another song from MOB. Ah, just for the record, I download these songs for free from a link I received when I followed the MOB's official Twitter account. They are so cool for doing this. Well, this song I think has the usual vibe from their song and like it cause I feel really young when I listen to it. Also the backing vocal boy's voice appears a lot in this song and I've always loved his voice, so I'm glad I got to know this song. ⒎- As I said on some previous post, I'm watching Bungou Stray Dogs and this song is the opening song from the second season. I like this song of course, but I wish the vocal were more natural... but the lyrics are cool and the guitar is the best.
⒏- This song is also from BSD, but it's the ending song. It's the second song from Luck Life to turn into OST for the anime. And not just because, for they are really good. This is a band I'll like to keep on listening to.
⒐- hehe... yes, it's the opening song from Gravity Falls... I just love it! This show is great and this song represents it well. I'm actually using this song as my ringtone right now :) Immature? maybe. Brilliant? FOR SURE. ⒑ - I heard this song on an episode of Luna's Alphabet. She played it while preparing for her sleep and it was kinda hard to listen to the lyrics and find it, but when I wrote it with korean alphabet, google found it. This song is so delicate. It feels like a cold morning when the problems you've been having settled down on your mind and you see things clearly enough for moving on. Ah, and Taeyeon fromSNSD if featured in it! Her voice is angelic in here. It's actually my favorite part from the whole song. It's a really relaxing song. No wonder Luna uses it to tuck into her bed. ~~~ Yes, so these were the songs I've heard on March. I'm already preparing April's list and hope not to lose the track of time and write it too late like last month. That's all and... またね。🐼
It's actually a re-watch 'cause the anime is Tonari no Kaibutsu kun, my favorite anime of all times.
Why? cause it's funny, shoujo, crazy, original and captivating.
The story and the characters are really well built up. Too bad there wasn't a second season.
I've read the manga and the rest of the story is really cool. I would love to see it turn into anime.
Ah, I've been doing quite well in my course. There was a surprise oral test and I passed it. Could've been better if the date was set before but that's no excuse, I gotta study more.
Ah, Shishamo just released a new album: Shishamo 4!🎉🎉
They also released a music video for the song 明日も (ashita mo). From the few words that I could understand and the melody I liked the song. Hopefully someone will release a translation soon.
Hmm, I guess that's all I have to say for now.
These days have been good and I'll work hard so they keep up like this.
So, I tried to make an experience of creating another blog to use as a journal. I was liking it but suddenly, (real suddenly) I missed writing about music :( And 10 minutes after I came here :D
I should've known that a blog without music would have failed. Not that this one is success, but it succeeded in my heart💖
So, Let's talk about music! I recently decided to finally listen to Block B's sub unit and I loved it. It's BASTARZ. Just the name itself is great. The first song I heard was Conduct Zero. It's soo good. It's overflowing with rebellion and wrecklessness. Kinda remind me of Suicide Squad style. Then I started looking for more Block B's songs, and Bastarz as well. I found:
- Unordinary Girl,Block B - Make it Rain,BASTARZ - A Few Years Later,Block B - Selfish and Beautiful Girl,Block B (MY FAVORITE)
And I intend to keep track on their activities from now on.
Of course, as I just met them,I started to search to know more about the members and they are quite cool. I just think that they really ain't got talent for variety shows😂 Every one of them are excentric on their own way.
If I had to choose, the member I liked the most is P.O. I was impressed when I found he is the maknae cause he is really tall and... sexy ( I feel embarassed as I write this)
But he is soooo cute *u* I love his child way of being. His voice is also marvelous. Quite remember TOP's voice, and the appearance too...
Ah, and he was the on that made my favorite song from bastarz ("Selfish and Beautiful Girl" as you can see above).
Hmm, the last song I heard of them was "A Few Years Later". It was fun at the first time, while I watched I was liking it already and then, when P.O.'s part came, I swear my heart skipped a beat and then started beating fast. I was amazed by his part. His voice, the rythm AND the MV... WOW. Just really perfect.
And then I remembered why I like music more than people: music can make my heart beat fast just as people do, but with a good feeling.
Anyway, I took some pictures from the MV:
See? everything is perfect: The lighting(is blue), Him, on a suit, drinking and suffering. Not that I enjoy seeing him suffering but I relate to that so i feel well.
So that's it. Now I'm officially back and will write here forever. byee~ 🐓
Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me 'round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets amass with people
Would stop to hold their heads heavy.
Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this still life.
Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears (hearts),
They were here first.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Of course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
What you say?
Mmm, what did She say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.
(hide and seek)
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
(hide and seek)
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.
(hide and seek)
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
(hide and seek)
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As she goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life (2x)
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
