The everlasting month

🌸こんにちは！🌸

March is finally coming to an end,though I feel like it's too slowly.

Not without a reason, since this month had one more week than usual months.

I basically want the next month to come because than I'll receive money.

There are many things I need to buy like new earphones, sneakers, hair cream and possibly new clothes.

hehe

The earphones for me is an emergency so I'll buy it anyway.

About the rest, I don't have much hopes.

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Tomorrow I have class and once more I'll take the bus and train.

I incredibly like to take the bus and train.

Mostly the train.

And yes, it's because I watch a lot of Japanese things.

Videos like this.

 

My dream is to take a little one-day trip by myself through train. To somewhere where there's not much people and where I can feel the nature~

Someday...😉

￪This is where my little trip idea came from￪

That's all

。。。バイバイ

The fear that comes must go away

こんにちは！

Tomorrow I have class. I'm a bit nervous cause maybe we'll have to show our mixes and my mix came out quite sloppy.

Gotta train muuch more.

Anyway, this week I pushed myself to get some control and continue to watch Bungou Stray Dogs.

And thankfully I did.

Now I'm on the second season and it's so~ good.

Seriously, this anime is very very good I don't know how it isn't trending more.

Now I'm gonna keep watching~

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This week my sister returned to her college city because her break is over.

And now she won't be back home every week, it's gonna take a little more time to see her.😢

Well, I hope she has a good semester there.

This is her <3 font="">

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There are so many things I still have to work out on myself.

I decided to go back at writing.

Like real writing: paper and pen.

I think I can express better this way.

I'll update myself.

またね。

Songs of... February

Yes yes, I know I'm late. Sorry✋

But here I am for one more list of songs I downloaded on the past month.

This month I feel like there wasn't much I downloaded.

I don't know, I felt kinda stuck musically but now I'm back to normal :)

So here's the list!: 

1. Block B - Yesterday
2. Honey Works feat. GUMI - 金曜日のおはよう
3. 너 앞에서 나는 - Park Kyung feat. Brother su
4. Moumoon - My Darling
5. Shishamo - 明日も

Didn't I say there was not much? It's sad...

But about the songs:

1 - Block B made a comeback in February with this new album 'YESTERDAY' .

This song and MV is relatively cute. I wasn't disappointed.

The only bad thing about this song is that I used it to try to calm myself down before going to school and now when I hear it I feel weird.

Other than that I really liked it.

2 - THIS SONG.

I DON'T HAVE WORDS.

Maybe one of the reasons I didn't download much songs this month was because I was too busy enjoying this one.

Seriously, it's great. 

It's so energetic and empowering...!!!

 I actually got to know this song from ヒロロチャンネル which is Hirona Murata's channel on Youtube.

Just as a reminder Hirona is my favorite girl in the 9nine girl group.

On her channel she basically uploads videos of herself dancing vocaloid songs and she danced to this song, I watched and loved it. 

3 - This song is also new because it came out this month.

It's so so lovely.

Park Kyung's voice is really angelic here.

The lyrics are too romantic for me but his voice makes it worth listening.

4 - This song I didn't actually know this month, but it's only recently I was able to download it on a reasonable quality.

The chorus is my favorite part.

The "Do you love me? of course I do" part hit me straight into my heart.

5 - This song also came out this month. It's from Shishamo's new album.

It's a quite long music with it's 6 minutes but you don't even feel it.

What I liked the most were the lyrics that talks about everyday life and how we work hard and feeling frustrated for not knowing many things, etc.

And I consider it a empowering song for the chorus say:

"It hurts but I keep on rushing.

It's painful, but I keep on rushing"

(↑free translation here)

I hope someone translates it fast so I can know the full meaning of this song.

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Well, that's it.

I'll keep a physical list on my notebook so I don't get confused about the dates I downloaded the songs.

Bye bye!

電車で未来へ行くんだよ

こんにちは！

I feel like I'm more used to the new size of my world now

and now I worry about my performance on school and social life.

Though I think I should kind of give up on social life.

I say "social life" but it's actually just trying small talks to some people.

Still, loneliness is much better.

About the school, we're advancing in studies so it's getting a little more complex and I'm starting to feel pressure... haha.

So right now starts my "not give  a fuck about other people's words and focus on my self-growing" plan.

It's activated.

Tomorrow for school I'll take extra anxiety pills and pray.

Kidding, just the pills.

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Ah, don't know if I already wrote about it here but I realized that I (actually my sister) lost my earphones.

They intra auricular so they were special💔

And I'm kinda poor right now so it's difficult... but I'll buy it as soon as my credit card allows me.

Actually, I've been feeling like suddenly the list of things I need to buy has increased. 

I'll just close my eyes and pass the credit card.

Whatever responsibility comes after this, I'll run from it.

ここまでだけですよ。

またね。

Little clouds above this house

こんにちは、

I didn't write much in here this month, right?

Well, I got thinner this month. I weighed myself and now I have 44,70kg.

So I'm happier, but I could lose some more.

It was February so of course, there was carnival all over the place, so Rayane, my older sister took me and my twin for camping. 

It was really good to kind of shut down the world for two days and act like the world would never come back again.

But it did of course.

And there were bad news when we came back home.

We got home around 9PM and we were really tired so we barely touched our baggage and just went to sleep. On the next day my twin said she was looking for her camera and wasn't finding it at all. That's when she thought and reminded that she could have forgot it on the bus's seat.

And we came to the conclusion that she really did.

She was wishing for this camera for about three years and this year she did it. 

She had it for a few more than one month and then this happened.

Everyone got really sad with it but we went after it and called the bus company, the bus station... everyone we could and left our contacts so they could call us if they find something.

And three days later, incredibly, they did.

Now we are supposed to fetch it on Monday.

Everything's good again and we can call this trip a success.

またね。💖