The clouds will come to protect you, my noble love

I feel sorry about not writing in here for some time.
But it's been a bad month and I couldn't get my thoughts straight
My routine has been me feeling confused and unable to do normal things.

I guess I'm still affected by the robbery me and my family suffered. It was shit.
Now I understand that it was too much to deal with. The disrespect, violence, rudeness, incapacity of defense and mostly, the injustice.
Cause we couldn't get our belongings back, and never will.

Though I'm slowly getting over it, I shall never forget.

For one thing this situation was good for; It reminded me of my childhood dream of getting out of this country. I never wanted to live here; It got nothing to do with me.
Now I'm really calculating my future steps so I can get out of here. I'm thinking Canada.


Step by step, five years from now, I should be close to my dream.

Employee of The Month: =THE DEVIL=

This last month was like someone had lost the keys of my  'bad luck door' that was closed for a long time, and suddenly they found. And when it was open, it was found that there was a great deal of bad luck that kept on piling up behind that door. And before they could think that it was a bad idea and close the door again, a gigantic bad luck wave came out and broke the door and everything that was near it, and spread herself through every room nearby.

I was the house.

Yes, I think I can say that they were unlucky days these last few ones.
To begin, my anti-depressive medicine seems to have forgotten what it was made for and just goes down my body without results. So I've been feeling strange, cold, away, sad, frustrated and unmotivated.

But the golden point was that on Mother's Day, me, my sisters and MY MOTHER were robbed while waiting for a bus to try and have a nice family lunch.
It really affected me. The thoughts of them simply coming and taking away our stuff just kept going around in my head and I would punch walls and beds everytime.

But I guess there was nothing I could do, mostly because I was so frozen and shocked. Now I know I should always keep my cellphone close to me.

Songs of... April~

Here comes another month, and another music list.

Let's go!

1. Kis-My-Ft2 - AAO
2. Kis-My-Ft2 - 最後もやっぱり君
3. Kis-My-Ft2 - MU-CHU-DE 恋してる  
4. Kis-My-Ft2 - Novel (album ver.)
5. Good Charlotte - Makeshift Love
6. Kasper - Lean on me
7. Blink 182 - Parking Lot
8. Green Day - Basket Case
9. Girls' Generation - Baybe Maybe
10. Girls' Generation - Express 999
11. 4Minute - 살만찌고 (Only Gained Weight)

Instead of writing about each song individually, I think I rather to comment them inside of a text. So if I don't make any comment about a song, it's probably because I didn't like it very much😜

I guess the star of this moth was Kisumai, right? I listened to these four songs with passion throughout this month. My favorite song from this album is Novel.
Just love the chorus and the melody. 

This Kasper's song is quite lovely. I simply love the vibe it gets me into when I listen the song.

Basket Case... As soon as I heard the first words I remembered the song. I must have heard it in some teen movie but can't remember which.
Anyway, I still liked it very much. The lyrics are funny too.

Baby Maybe is a song I felt a little embarassed of downloading because I thought it was too romantic. But I miss listening Jessica's voice singing along with the other 8 girls that I had to have this song. I just miss those times.

Express 999 is a song I saw many people talking about, but never checked. Just like Baby Maybe, the biggest reason for me to downloading is Jessica's voice.
But it's GG, guess I would download it anyway.

And my favorite song from the month comes from a sadly disbanded girl group: 4Minute. I had NEVER EVER heard about this song. It's the main song from a single of them but it doesn't even have a MV.
Anyway, I LOVE this song. It reminds me of Nice Body from a singer I don't remeber the name, but without the bad lyrics.
Also, I liked to find an unknown song from 4Minute because like that, it's like they released a new album.

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Once more I was able to survive another month thanks to music.
It wasn't a good month, but neither it was awful. I just got to wake up from this anesthesia I've been feeling.

Hope this month that's begining to be a better one.

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