Sorry sorry sorry~ I don't know whats been going on

God, why weren't i writing in here?? I just got a little tired of unispirational, i guess.
Anyway, I feel sorry. (thats stupid, my blog i s locked).
My written is a little more liberate isn't it? I hope so.

So, these days has been cool and stuff. I'm happy cause my sister will be finally doing her last University Exam tomorrow. She suffered quite a bit so I hope she feel fine after she's done. I hope she know that whatever is the final result she'll always have her home and our love (and most of all, internet :)/

I've been forgetting of write in my diary too. What's with me?? I've just been self lazy.
I even didn't like my songs so much lately. Moreuge;

Yesterday i found and downloaded a song from Silent Siren, "Starmine". It's a cool song and i lerned some kanjis from this, so it was interesting.
I liked learning "inoi-smell" and "sukima- folga"

I've been listening to these songs:

Stop, Stop It - GOT7
Atashi no Mukou - Aiko
Starmine - Silent Siren
Coffee - BTS 
You don't know - Loco
Perfume - Spending all my time

The song "Coffee" is JUST SO GOOD. I herd it on an radio from an app i downloaded for my phone these days. Of course it wouldn't play on a radio from my country.
I heard only the final part of this song and i already knew i as great.
The part when they go " baby baby keudeneun caramel macchiato..." is. GOD
Great.
It makes me feel different. As if i had something a little magical in my life and people loved me.

The lyric isn't so strong as i wish, but that's ok.

"Atashi no mukou", i really liked the whole visual of the PV from first sight. It seems like me if i were her, wich looks a lot like me. The places she walk in this PV... GOD i wish i could walk in places like that. 
It reminds me, i settled up for myself that when i'm a little more secure and grown up i will try to find places like this around where i live. I'm tired of seeing MVs and complaining that i can't have this or that. I gotta start fighting for my stuff.

This song sounds so much like me. Seriously , it reminds me too much of myself thankfully on a cool way. Not like "Nobody's Home" of Avril L.

It reminds me that i settled up for myself that i will "force" myself to take dance classes. This is something really important to me, it has always been. It's stupid not to try something that means so much to me. Plus that i'm becoming sedentary so i better resolve it~. ha


"Stop, stop it", i was already seeing the miniature of this mv a lot on my sidebar on Youtube and then on Allkpop.com i knew that the girl from this MV is the girl from a viral video of a girl dancing (quite weirdly and exaggerated) on a church. I watched the viral video and it made me wanna see the mv.
The song is quite cool, but their clothes on the MV are almost as weird as the 90's and 80's clothes. Though the girl clothes are pretty cool. O loved a sweater she's wearing in the fireworks scene and her hair and jacket(which is all we can see) on the first scene.

"Spending all my time" is just addictive. I can't stop moving my fingers when i listen to it. Sometimes even when i'm just listening on my mind.

So, i guess that's all. Even if it isn't is getting late and my little body needs rest.
Have a good night and pounding dreams ^^

Pierce the Veil - Hold on till May

LYRICS

She sits up high, surrounded by the sun

One million branches and she loves every one

"Mom and dad, did you search for me?

I've been up here so long I'm going crazy!"

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground

I heard the train shake the windows

You screamed over the sound

And as we own this night

I put your body to the test with mine

This love was out of control

3-2-1 where did it go?

Now don't be crazy

Yes now of course you can stay here.

Been in a touring band for going on ten years.

"Big deal," she said, "I guess you're official."

I only said it 'cause I know what it's like to feel burned out

It gets you down,

We've all been there sometimes

But tonight I'll make you feel beautiful once again

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground

I heard the train shake the windows

You screamed over the sound (over the sound)

And as we own this night

I put your body to the test with mine

This love was out of control

3-2-1 where did it go?

If I were you I'd put that away

See, you're just wasted

And thinking 'bout the past again

Darling, you'll be okay

And she said,

"If you were me, you'd do the same

'Cause I can't take anymore

I'll draw the shades and close the door

Everything's not alright and I would rather..."

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground

I heard the train shake the windows

You screamed over the sound (over the sound)

And as we own this night

I put your body to the test with mine

This love was out of control

Tell me where did it go?

San E & Raina (레이나) - A midsummer night’s sweetness (한여름밤의 꿀)

English

On a hot night, I can’t fall asleep

Thinking about this and that, I finally call you, I didn’t know you’d come out

The tickling wind, us laughing

The stars in the night sky, you seeming a little drunk

Refreshing beer, cheers, what more can I ask for?

A midsummer night’s sweetness, a midsummer night’s sweetness

So sweet, so sweet, yum

It’s been a long time, how have you been?

I’m the same, just working hard

How about you? Still dating that same guy?

You guys broke up? Sorry, I shouldn’t have brought it up, but good to see you anyway

Time goes by so fast, we’ve already come all this way

But how come you haven’t changed at all? You’re still pretty

I was half joking, half telling the truth, why are you changing the subject?

(Is it because of the alcohol or because you’re shy)

Your cheeks are turning red, do you remember?

In the garden of memories, the story flowers, laughter flowers start to bloom

I want to tell you something, I used to like you before and you said I know

I guess I’m a little drunk, don’t mind my ramblings

Cheers, cheers to today

On a hot night, I can’t fall asleep

Thinking about this and that, I finally call you, I didn’t know you’d come out

The tickling wind, us laughing

The stars in the night sky, you seeming a little drunk

Refreshing beer, cheers, what more can I ask for?

A midsummer night’s sweetness, a midsummer night’s sweetness

So sweet, so sweet, yum

Hold up, what is this song that’s playing right now? Hold on

Hold up, I think I know but I can’t remember the title of this old school

I hum the melody with the cool night air

Let’s take a walk and go someplace else

You get excited as you jump on ahead of me, you’re so innocent

Then you freak out about a bug

As your shadow flickers under the street light

One, this moment, two, I’m happy

Three, my fingers are crossed, four

A midsummer night’s sweetness, don’t wanna wake up

A midsummer night’s sweetness, just like today

On a hot night, I can’t fall asleep

Thinking about this and that, I finally call you, I didn’t know you’d come out

The tickling wind, us laughing

The stars in the night sky, you seeming a little drunk

Refreshing beer, cheers, what more can I ask for?

A midsummer night’s sweetness (this is like), a midsummer night’s sweetness (we’re like)

So sweet, so sweet, yum

I had so much fun today (so much fun)

It was so good seeing you (good seeing you too)

Good night, good night (you have a sweet dream)

After seeing you like this, I have nothing more to ask

I was happy (so happy)

I was so happy (me too)

Good night, good night (you have a sweet dream)

After hugging you like this, I have nothing more to ask

A midsummer night’s sweetness, a midsummer night’s sweetness

So sweet, so sweet, yum

A midsummer night’s sweetness (this is like), a midsummer night’s sweetness (we’re like)

So sweet, so sweet, yum

Roman

[Hook]

Mudeoun bam, jameun oji anko

Ireonjeoreon saenggage bulleobon neo, naol jul mollasseo

Ganjireoun baram, utgo inneun uri

Bamhaneure byeol chwihandeutan neo

Siwonhan beer, cheers baralge mwo deo isseo

Hanyeoreumbamui kkul, hanyeoreumbamui kkul

So sweet, so sweet, yum~

[Verse 1]

Jeongmal oraenmaniya, eotteoke jinaesseo

Na ttokgatji mwo, geunyang yeolsimhi ilhaesseo

Neon eottae, geuttae geu saram gyesok manna?

Heeojyeotguna mian, gwaenhan yaegi kkeonae eojjaetdeun bangawo

Sigan jinjja ppareuda beolsseo yeogikkaji wanne urido

Geunde eojjeom neon hana byeonhameobsi yeojeonhi ippeune

Deonjin nongdam ban jindam ban wae mal dollineunde

(sul ttaemunin geonji animyeon bukkeureoun geonji)

Ppalgaejineun bol, neo saenggangna? Ro pieonaneun chueoge hwawon

Saeksaek aryeonhan iyagikkot useumkkot, i want to tell you something

Yejeone na neo johahaetdeon geo areo, and you said i know

Na jom chwihaenna bwa, heossori singyeong sseuji malgo

Cheers geonbae oneulcheoreom

[Hook]

Mudeoun bam, jameun oji anko

Ireonjeoreon saenggage bulleobon neo, naol jul mollasseo

Ganjireoun baram, utgo inneun uri

Bamhaneure byeol chwihandeutan neo

Siwonhan beer, cheers baralge mwo deo isseo

Hanyeoreumbamui kkul (igeon machi), hanyeoreumbamui kkul (urin machi)

So sweet, so sweet, yum~

[Verse 2]

Hold up, jigeum naoneun norae mwoji jamkkan

Hold up, aldeutande jemok gieok an naneun yet norae

Heungeolgeoryeo mellodi

Siwonhan bamgonggi

Jari ormgil gyeom geotja, sinnandamyeo poljjak

Ttwieoganeun dwitmoseup cham sunsuhae neoran yeoja

Geureoda beolle han marie gigeophadeoni

Garodeung bulbit arae pogaejineun geurimja

Hana, i sungan dul, haengbokhae

Set, eoneusae jwigo inneun songarak net

Hanyeoreumbamui kkum, kkaego sipji anheun

Hanyeoreumbamui kkul, baro oneul gateun

[Hook]

Mudeoun bam, jameun oji anko

Ireonjeoreon saenggage bulleobon neo, naol jul mollasseo

Ganjireoun baram, utgo inneun uri

Bamhaneure byeol chwihandeutan neo

Siwonhan beer, cheers baralge mwo deo isseo

Hanyeoreumbamui kkul (igeon machi), hanyeoreumbamui kkul (urin machi)

So sweet, so sweet, yum~

[Bridge]

Oneul neomu jeulgeowosseo (neomu jeulgeowosseo)

Neomu bangawosseo (nado bangawosseo)

Jal ja, gutnait (you have a sweet dream)

Ireon neol bogo itjani baralge eobseoseo

Haengbokhaesseo (so happy)

Neomu haengbokhaesseo (me, too)

Jal ja, gutnait (you have a sweet dream)

Ireon neol ango itjani baralge mwo deo isseo

Hanyeoreumbamui kkul, hanyeoreumbamui kkul

So sweet, so sweet, yum~

Hanyeoreumbamui kkul (igeon machi), hanyeoreumbamui kkul (urin machi)

So sweet, so sweet, yum~

Source:

English: pop!gasa

Roman:kpoplyrics.net

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First time i listened to this song i didn't care much for it. But i don't know why i went look for the lyric and loved it. The scenario that the lyrics describes is amazing.

Seeing an old friend on a hot night, stars, beer (wich i'd trade for juice or soda)... super cool :)

Shin Seung Hun (신승훈) - The Words You Can't Hear (너에겐 들리지 않는 그 말)

English

I don’t know when, I don’t know where

It started to be love

At some point, I lost myself

And became dyed with you

Now I need it to be only you

Can’t you hear it?

My heart, that the rest of the world knows?

Even if you look elsewhere

Even if you say it’s not love, it’s alright

Words that you can’t hear-

I love you, I’ll look upon you like this

Because now, this habit called you makes me live

Because if you’re not here, I won’t be here either

Don’t shed tears

I hope all pain avoids you and comes to me instead

Because that’s what I always prayed for

It’s alright even if my happiness if cut into half

If only you’re here

I love you, I’ll look upon you like this

Because now, this habit called you makes me live

Because if you’re not here, I won’t be here either

Don’t shed tears

I hope all pain avoids you and comes to me instead

Because that’s what I always prayed for

It’s alright even if my happiness if cut into half

If only you’re here

Even if I’m cast aside, I will protect you

Hangul

언제부터였는지

어디부터 사랑인 건지

나를 버리고 어느새

너에게로 물들어

이제 나는 너여야만 하는데

너는 들리지 않니

세상 모두 아는 내 마음

다른 곳을 바라봐도

사랑 아니라 해도 난 괜찮아

너에겐 들리지 않는 그 말

사랑해 이대로 바라볼게

너라는 습관이

이제는 나를 살게 하니까

니가 없인 나도 없을 테니까

눈물 흘리지마

모든 아픔은

너를 비켜서 나에게 오길

내가 늘 해왔던 기도일테니

행복이 반으로 줄어도 좋아

너만 있다면

사랑해 이대

로 바라볼게

너라는 습관이

이제는 나를 살게 하니까

니가 없인 나도 없을 테니까

눈물 흘리지마

모든 아픔은

너를 비켜서 나에게 오길

내가 늘 해왔던 기도일테니

행복이 반으로 줄어도 좋아

너만 있다면

나를 버려도 너만은 지킬게

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It's been a time since i heard this song... I love the part that he says: "니가 없인 나도 없을 테니까"

It's cool.

THE VACCINES - POST BREAK UP SEX [LYRIC]

lyrics

I can barely look at you

Don't tell me who you lost it to

Didn't we say we had a deal,

Didn't I say how bad I'd feel?

Everyone needs a helping hand,

Who said I would not understand?

Someone up the social scale

For when you're going off the rails have

Post break-up sex

That helps you forget your ex

What did you expect from post break-up sex?

Leave it 'til the guilt consumes

[Clean version:] I found you in the nearest room

[Explicit version:] Fucking in the nearest room

All our friends were unaware,

Most had just passed out downstairs

To think I'd hoped you'd be OK,

No I can't think of what to say

Maybe I misunderstood

But I can't believe you're feeling good from

Post break-up sex

That helps you forget your ex

What did you expect from post break-up sex?

Post break-up sex

That helps you forget your ex

What did you expect from post break-up sex?

When you love somebody but you find someone

And it all unravels and it comes undone

Post break-up sex

That helps you forget your ex

What did you expect from post break-up sex?

Post break-up sex

That helps you forget your ex

What did you expect from post break-up sex?

Source:

AZlyrics

D.O (EXO) – SCREAM (외침) [CART OST]

English

On a long and tiring day

I got together my heart that was filled with sighs

Today and tomorrow, I will get up again

And live through the day

Vague expectations, dry laughter

They change as time goes by

My sad heart and apparent scars

They won’t disappear

Can you hear our sad cries?

We held it in and endured through endlessly

Even when darkness came while walking on this far path

We held hands and were always together

In a dark room, a single ray of light comes through the windows

Some day, I hope it will shine brightly

If I hope and hope, it will be fulfilled

That’s what I believed and waited for

Can you hear our sad cries?

We held it in and endured through endlessly

Even when darkness came while walking on this far path

We held hands and were always together

Why are there no answers?

Why did you hide it without a word?

On a long and tiring day

I got together my heart that was filled with sighs

Today and tomorrow, I will get up again

And live through the day

Hangul

고단한 하루가 길고 길었던 날

한숨 가득 지친 맘을 다잡아

오늘도 내일도 또 다시 일어나

하룰 살아 가겠죠

막연한 기대도 메마른 웃음도

차츰 변해 시간이 지나가도

서러운 마음은 돋아난 상처는

사라지지 않아요

서글픈 우리 외침이 들리나요

한없이 참고 또 견뎠죠

먼 길을 걷다 어둠이 찾아와도

두 손을 잡고서 늘 함께였는데

불꺼진 창문 틈 사이 한줄기 빛

언젠가는 환히 비춰주기를

바라고 바라면 꼭 이뤄질거라

믿고 기다렸는데

서글픈 우리 외침이 들리나요

한없이 참고 또 견뎠죠

먼 길을 걷다 어둠이 찾아와도

두 손을 잡고서 늘 함께였는데

왜 아무런 대답이 없나요

왜 아무런 말 없이 숨겨왔나요

고단한 하루가 길고 길었던 날

한숨 가득 지친 맘을 다잡아

오늘도 내일도 또 다시 일어나

하룰 살아 가겠죠

Source:

Hangul: Daum

Translation: Pop!gasa

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This song is AMAZING. Now i wanna watch the movie. 

I also never realized that D.O could sing SO well. I'm really becoming a fan of him. The way he conveys the sadness and tiredness is perfect and the lyrics are so... perfect. I got reallly surprised with this song. Truly amazing :)

少女時代 (SNSD) - Divine

Roman

Oh~Oh~

[Jessica] Amarini moroi no ne  kimochi wa tayasuku yurete 

 yoru ga akeru to kieru  kotae sagashiteru 

[Tiffany] tada tachihadakaru kono clross road michishirube ni naru starlight

 nē oshie te hoshii no iku beki basho o 

[YoonA] Konnani tōkute

[Hyoyeon] kujike sō demo

[Sooyoung] tenmei o matteru  

[Seohyun] kore ga destiny

[YulTaeYoung] todoroki o utsu aranami ni marude  muryoku de chīsana watashi da kedo 

[SeoSun] umi sae kitto  warete soko ni michi o tsukuru 

[Tiffany] itsu no hi ka  [Jessica] We can be divine

[Seohyun] hieta tsuchino ue o mo hadashi de arui te yuku 

anata no nukumori ga  sasae ni naru 

[Tiffany] you're always by my side

[Taeyeon] Hitori de umareta noni  deau beku shitete aru 

[Taeyeon] anata wa dare yori mo watashi o shitteru 

[Sooyoung] tachimukatte yuku [Yuri] ōkina fatally

[Sunny] anata to naraba  [Tiffany] tsuyoku nareru 

[YoonHyoSeo] kowai mono nado nakatta hazu na noni  nē ima wa anata o ushinaitakunai 

[JeTi] kumo no sukima  hikari terasu sono hi made wa 

[Taeyeon] sayonara wa iwanai de 

[Sunny] sorezore no michi [Sooyoung] hirakareta sono toki 

[Seohyun] kitto omoidasu no deshou  kono negai 

[Taeyeon] tomoni ayun da michinori o 

[Tiffany] akashi ni shiyou eien ni 

[Jessica] We are always one

[JeTiSun] todoroku yō na aranami o mae ni  watashitachi nani ga dekiru no to iu no darou 

[Tiffany/All] kono konnan o sotto yorisoi mukaeyou [Taeyeon] shinjiteru

[All] We can be divine  [Tiffany] omoi wa hitotsu  [Jessica] We can be divine

English

They’re way too fragile aren’t they

These feelings that sway ever so lightly

I’m looking for the  answer that

Disappears when dawn breaks

This close road that blocks my way

This starlight that becomes my guide

Hey, I want you to tell me

The place where I should go

Even though it’s so far away that

It seems like this small me will be crushed

I’m waiting for god’s will

This is destiny

So to speak, this small me is powerless against

The raging waves that give their loud roars, but

The sea will surely part

And make a path for me

One day,

We can be divine

Atop the ground that grew cold,

I’m going to walk barefooted

And your warmth

Will support me

(you always by my side)

I was born alone and yet

It’s as if I was bound to meet you

You, know me

more than anyone else does

I’ll stand up to face

Everything grand, fatally

When I’m with you

I can become stronger

There wasn’t supposed to be anything I was scared of and yet..

Hey.. I don’t want to lose you

Until the day comes when

The light shines through the gaps in the clouds

I won’t say goodbye

When various paths

Open up to me, at that time

I’ll surely remember

This wish

The journey we both walked together

We’ll make that our proof, forever

We are always one

What will we say we’re capable of

Once we stand before the waves that give their loud roars?

We’ll meet this distress, with a gentle intimacy

I believe

We can be divine

Our feelings are one

We can be divine

Kanji

あまりにも もろいのね

気持ちはたやすく揺れて

夜が明けると消える

答え 探してる

ただ立ちはだかる このclose road

道しるべになるstarlight

ねえ 教えてほしいの

行くべき场所を

こんなに远くて

くじけそうでも

天命を待ってる

これがdestiny

轰きを打つ 荒波にまるで

无力で小さな私だけど

海さえきっと

割れてそこに道を作る

いつの日か

We can be divine

冷えた土の上をも

裸足で歩いてゆく

あなたのぬくもりが

支えになる

(you always by my side)

一人で生まれたのに

出会うべくしてて会う

あなたは谁よりも

私を知ってる

立ち向かってゆく

大きなfatally

あなたとならば

强くなれる

怖いものなど なかったはずなのに

ねえ 今はあなたを失いたくない

云の隙间

光照らす その日までは

さよならは言わないで

それぞれの道

开かれたその时

きっと思い出すのでしょう

この愿い

ともに歩んだ道のりを

证にしよう 永远に

We are always one

轰くような 荒波を前に

私たち 何ができるのと言うのだろう

この困难を そっと寄り添い 迎えよう

信じてる

We can be divine

想いは一つ

We can be divine

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