Sorry sorry sorry~ I don't know whats been going on

God, why weren't i writing in here?? I just got a little tired of unispirational, i guess.
Anyway, I feel sorry. (thats stupid, my blog i s locked).
My written is a little more liberate isn't it? I hope so.

So, these days has been cool and stuff. I'm happy cause my sister will be finally doing her last University Exam tomorrow. She suffered quite a bit so I hope she feel fine after she's done. I hope she know that whatever is the final result she'll always have her home and our love (and most of all, internet :)/

I've been forgetting of write in my diary too. What's with me?? I've just been self lazy.
I even didn't like my songs so much lately. Moreuge;

Yesterday i found and downloaded a song from Silent Siren, "Starmine". It's a cool song and i lerned some kanjis from this, so it was interesting.
I liked learning "inoi-smell" and "sukima- folga"

I've been listening to these songs:

Stop, Stop It - GOT7
Atashi no Mukou - Aiko
Starmine - Silent Siren
Coffee - BTS 
You don't know - Loco
Perfume - Spending all my time

The song "Coffee" is JUST SO GOOD. I herd it on an radio from an app i downloaded for my phone these days. Of course it wouldn't play on a radio from my country.
I heard only the final part of this song and i already knew i as great.
The part when they go " baby baby keudeneun caramel macchiato..." is. GOD
Great.
It makes me feel different. As if i had something a little magical in my life and people loved me.

The lyric isn't so strong as i wish, but that's ok.

"Atashi no mukou", i really liked the whole visual of the PV from first sight. It seems like me if i were her, wich looks a lot like me. The places she walk in this PV... GOD i wish i could walk in places like that. 
It reminds me, i settled up for myself that when i'm a little more secure and grown up i will try to find places like this around where i live. I'm tired of seeing MVs and complaining that i can't have this or that. I gotta start fighting for my stuff.

This song sounds so much like me. Seriously , it reminds me too much of myself thankfully on a cool way. Not like "Nobody's Home" of Avril L.

It reminds me that i settled up for myself that i will "force" myself to take dance classes. This is something really important to me, it has always been. It's stupid not to try something that means so much to me. Plus that i'm becoming sedentary so i better resolve it~. ha


"Stop, stop it", i was already seeing the miniature of this mv a lot on my sidebar on Youtube and then on Allkpop.com i knew that the girl from this MV is the girl from a viral video of a girl dancing (quite weirdly and exaggerated) on a church. I watched the viral video and it made me wanna see the mv.
The song is quite cool, but their clothes on the MV are almost as weird as the 90's and 80's clothes. Though the girl clothes are pretty cool. O loved a sweater she's wearing in the fireworks scene and her hair and jacket(which is all we can see) on the first scene.

"Spending all my time" is just addictive. I can't stop moving my fingers when i listen to it. Sometimes even when i'm just listening on my mind.

So, i guess that's all. Even if it isn't is getting late and my little body needs rest.
Have a good night and pounding dreams ^^