One more weekend passed by and I didn't do the things I should have done.
Though I'm getting better, it's still not good.
I'm taking better care of myself like hair care, skin care and personal things like these. But I must improve at study, and soon.
Just recently I realized (actually, completed the thought of) that my course is not that long and that I should use it while I can. I should make more questions to my professor, question all I can actually. Think more.
But when I start thinking about the things I should learn and try to separate them in different categories in my mind, I get dizzy cause it's so much!
And then I get anxious and run. And that's the part where I make my biggest mistake.
It's a little disappointing cause it's been like that since I was little. Always.
I think this is what I am more embarrassed about myself.
Why is it so hard for me to think? I feel like I've never done it before.
It's like I think that when things start to get bad I can just stop everything and go home forever. Stupid.
I guess life just isn't for me.
But now I was born and must live until I die.
But I'll always hope for death to be close.
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